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i once imagined a place
a time and a place
it couldn't have been that far, maybe just over that hill
or maybe under that raincloud over there
or basking under the rays of the sun this place sits
quiet and peaceful
melancholy and sad
once upon a starry night i laid in its fields and
swam in its lakes to dry under a flowering tree that smelt of kisses
i smiled all the while letting my tears be whisked away by the passing clouds
and i held you
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it is okay,
i am
b
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n
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floating off a musical note
of course u dont
how could u...understand
u dont and that
is okay
just let me sink and ride this song till i fall off the composition
flapping my arms, but i don't fly
so there i go
and went

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i woke up that morning 32 years old
i looked into my hands and saw all the people i had touched in my life
all the hand shakes, the caresses i had given, the punches i had thrown,
the hands i had held, the babies that laid in them, the long hair my hands had run threw with my heart beating out of my chest,
32 years worth of grasping and holding on
and yet when i woke that morning, they were both empty
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